The Life & Crazy Times Of Lensy Muthafucking Ross

I HAVE COME TO REALIZE THAT I COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT FORGIVING. IT'S CRAZY HOW U CAN BECOME ENGULFED IN A SOMEWHAT UNINTENTIONAL PAIN AND BURDEN, IN WHICH U BECOME MISERABLE. IT'S A LOT MORE DIFFUCULT TO DO THE RIGHT THING VERSUS DOING THE WRONG THING FOR ME. WHEN U STEP OUTSIDE OF WHAT U KNOW, THAT'S WHEN U REALIZE WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT. WHEN U CHALLENGE UR LIFE, DOESN'T IT SEEM SOMEWHAT MORE MEANINGFUL? TO QUESTION WHY WE R HERE, SHOWS WHERE U LIE, BUT TO ANSWER WHY WE R HERE, SHOWS THAT U LIVED. I KNOW WHY I'M HERE, DO U? WHATS THE POINT OF SEARCHING 4 SOMETHING IF U DON'T NEED OR WANT THE ANSWER. I'VE LEARNED THAT LIFE WASN'T THE BITCH, IT WAS ME ALL ALONG. U NEVER REALLY R ABLE TO BE HAPPY WITH URSELF OR GROW BECAUSE UR DRIVEN BY AN ANGUISH THAT SOMEONE ELSE HAS PLACED ON U. I SEE NOW THAT THEY WHERE ANGRY WITH THEMSELVES. THEY WANTED SOMETHING I HAD, THEY WANTED TO FIND A WEAKNESS TO USE IT AGAINST ME. I'VE LEARNED THAT WHEN I TOLD MY SELF "THEY ARE MESSING WITH ME FOR NO REASON", THAT THERE IN FACT WAS A REASON. U COME TO LEARN THAT WHEN PEOPLE R ATTACKING U, THEY'RE ATTACKING THEMSELVES. THAT'S WHY WHEN SOMEONE SAYS SOMETHING, I LAUGH, CAUSE THEIR A JOKE. U LEARN THAT FORGIVING, IS THE ABILITY TO NOT LET ANYONE TAKE OVER U AND UR WELL BEING. THE TRUTH (4 EXAMPLE) PEOPLE WANT IT IN A BLACK OR WHITE SYSTEM, BUT THE TRUTH IS IN COLOR. THIS IS WHY SOME PEOPLE AREN'T TOLD THE TRUTH BECAUSE THEY WANT TO SIMPLIFY THE TRUTH, MEANING MAKE IT WHAT IT'S NOT. WE CAN GET SO LOST IN THE TRANSLATION OF LIFE, BUT WE'RE ALL THE SAME. WE ALL WANT THE SAME THINGS, WE JUST GO ABOUT GETTING IT DIFFERENTLY. OPTIMISM BECOMES SOMEWHAT UNREACHABLE IN A WORLD FULL OF NEGATIVITY, BUT FIND IT, U NEED IT. STOP DREAMING AND START LIVING. WE GET SO CAUGHT IN OUR DREAMS THAT WE JUST WANT TO FALL ASLEEP. I HOPE U FIND COMFORT IN MY WORDS, AND NOT AN UNAWARENESS.~LOVE LENSY