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I SEEN APART OF WHO U R IN UR EYESTO LOOK SOMEONE IN THEIR EYES AND NOT SEE JUDGEMENT IS ONE OF THE UTMOST CONTRIBUTIONS SOMEONE CAN GIVE ME. TO NOT SEE JUDGEMENT IS TO SEE A GENUINE PERSON, SOMEONE THAT DOESN'T WANT TO PLAY THE ROLE OF GOD, BUT WANTS TO HELP ME. THAT IS WHERE TRUE LOVE LIES FOR ME. DID U EVER LOOK SOMEONE IN THEIR EYES AND IT HURTS U MORE THAN ANYTHING THEY COULD VERBALIZE. THAT'S HOW I KNOW I LOST U, AND IN A SENSE MYSELF. I CAN'T REALLY HOLD U ACCOUTABLE, BECAUSE SOME PEOPLE R FOLLOWERS AND GET CAUGHT UP IN WHAT PEOPLE THINK OR SAY. THERE HOWEVER, HOPEFULLY WON'T BE A COMPROMISE IN MY CHARACTER FOR ANYONE. I DON'T REALLY EVER SAY MUCH IN THE BEGINNING, AND IN A SENSE I'VE LEARNED TO RELY ON IT AS MY COMMUNICATION (VISUALS). ANOTHER PROBLEM IS EVERYTHING IS LEFT UP IN THE AIR, AND DORMANT. JUST KNOW THAT A BATTLE FOR THE TRUTH, RELIES SIMPLE ON HOW MUCH U WANT IT, AND ALSO THAT I HAVE A STRONG CHANCE OF WINNING, AND U WALKING OUT LEFT UNSETTLING DILUTED. I MAY SEE WHAT UR THINKIN' AND U WANT TO ASK, AND I ANSWER BACK IN THE SAME WAY I WAS QUESTIONED, WITHOUT ANY FEELING OR CARE, BLANK. THE ONLY PROBLEM IS UR LEFT WITH A FEELING OF UNFINISHED REGRET, BUT I KEEP GOING FULL FORCE WHILE UR LEFT THINKING ABOUT ME OR SOMEONE ELSE......I COULDN'T DO IT WITHOUT SECURITY, WHICH IS WHAT KEEPS ME GOING, KEEPS ME FEELING AT PEACE WITH MYSELF. MY WEIGHT OF STRENGTH DOESN'T RECLINE IN A PHYSICAL SENSE, BUT WHEATHER A PERSON CAN STAND UP, AND RISE TO THEIR RESPONSIBILTY OF LIVING AND LEARNING. I DON'T REALLY BELIEVE U CAN BE TWO THINGS AT ONCE, AND TO BE A CRITIC, IS TO WATCH, WHICH IS WHAT I DON'T WANT TO DO. WE SPEND SO MUCH TIME SUBSIDING EVERYTHING, THAT WE NEVER TAKE A CHANCE TO GROW, AND BUILD WITH EACH OTHER. SOMETIMES U HAVE TO LOSE TO WIN. CAN U LET UR PRIDE GO, AND BE HONEST WITH NOT ONLY SOMEONE ELSE BUT URSELF. THE PROBLEM WITH LIES IS, WHEN U TELL PEOPLE THEM, U DO THE SAME TO URSELF, WHICH IS WEAKNESS FOR ME. I LEAVE U WITH THE FACT, THAT UR EYES COULD NEVER BE THE ANSWER, BECAUSE THE TRUTH CAN'T BE SEEN IT CAN ONLY BE CONFIRMED.~LOVE LENSY. {REMEMBER THAT WE'RE ALL IN LOVE WITH THE LIES WE TELL OURSELVES!}~BUT FOR ONCE LOVE THE TRUTH!
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